The Last One......!!!
A meditation on lost love
Meri pasand ko bhii main pasand aana chooth gaya
Uss din se tohh aaj tak mera muskurana chooth gaya
Meri pasand ki pasand tohh ab kuch zyada pasand aane lagi mujhe
Par aaine mein kudhko aisa dekh mai khud ko pasand aana chooth gya
Aur ab kya? Agar mai bata du ki kya haal hai mere dil ke? Tohh firr bhi sath rahogi kya mere?
Pata nahi kaun se ghar mein pali badi ho, toote cheezon se rishta nahi jodte bataya nahi kya tumhe?
Main tohh aaj bhii tumhari aawaz sunane ko tarasta hu,
Aaj bhii tumhe muskurate huye dekhna chahata hu,
Agar mai kahu ki tum zaroorat ho meri
Kya firr bhii tum, yun aise hi chali jaogi ?
Mujhse pucho tohh sahi, ki mai aisa kyu hu,
Ye dard mein abhi tak mara kyu hu,
Ye dard tohh unn taazi yaadon ka yaar hai
Ye mera mann nahi, tumhri yaadon ka sagar hai
Pyaar karte karte hm itna kho gaye,
Sunhere mauka ka tasveer lena bhul gaye,
Ye dil ki kitaab ab purani ho gayi,
Panne tohhh ab nishaan chodhh gaye.
Ab aakri pal tohh mauth hai,
Ab bas kuch dino ke mehman hai,
Khushi tohh iss baat ki hai,
Uske liye intezar dekh, mauth bhii hairan hai
Jeene ki wajah tohh pehle hi chodh ke gayi,
Sapne tumhe khojte khojte khud chale gaye
Suna tha kitaabein padhne ka shock hai aapko
Par Kismat ne hame uss kitaab ka panna banaya jisko aapne kabhi pura padha hi nahi
Ghadi band pad gayi, tasveeri saari bikhar gayi,
Nasha tohh kabhi hua nahi tha,
Firr bhii kyu, ye aankhien khuli ki khuli rehh gayi.
Bin baarish ka, mai baarishon jaisa roya, maine aapne pasandida aaurat ko hanesha ke liye khoya.
Nikal rahe the aasu mere, aur andheri raat thi.
Ghar ke hazaar maske the, aur sath mein usko yaadein thi
Mujhe wahan se padho jahan se khamosh hu mai, Mujhe wahan se jagao, jahan se uske sapne mein khoya hu mai! Ye hasna, hasna tohh chalte rehta hai, Kabhi ehsaas ho, ki rone ka mann kare, par aasu na aaye, tohh yaad karna mujhe Aur rokk dena janaza nera, jab uska ghar aaye, Kahin wo khidki se jakhe, aur mera dil fir se dhadakne lagg jaye
— Vivek Trivedi